I-Was-Never-Ready-For-You-To-Leave-Nina-Dobrev-GifI didn’t realize how many hours we spent together until there were no more hours to spend. Something was wrong with him and I didn’t know what. Kindle was starting to do weird things towards the end of one of our sessions. I tried walking away for a few minutes, giving him time to cool off then turning him back on. Didn’t work. So I called Amazon’s help center thinking they could help me revive my lover. I couldn’t just let him die without a fight I had to do something…anything.

The first person that attempted to help me was Lorenzo. What a fucking waste of time!! He was wasting precious minutes while my lover was grasping for help. His touch screen was fluttering and I could feel him fading fast. Oh god someone help me!! Lorenzo’s idea of helping was asking me to do something I had already done, shut Kindle down. “What part of I already did that didn’t you understand when I called and you asked me what the problem was?!!” I try to be nice to people but dammit this is the love of my life we are talking about do NOT push me!

Again we were losing precious time here and I couldn’t bear to watch Kindle in pain. His screen was growing dark, like he was giving up. So I begged. ” PLEASE PLEASE don’t leave me I don’t know what to do without you. My life has not been the same since you’ve been in it please hang on!” But it wasn’t enough. My love wasn’t enough and I haven’t been the same since.


R.I.P Kindle McCrey

May 20, 2014 – March 18, 2015